Internal Monologue

Day 15 :
Villain  C . Manson


                                     Internal Monologue


Unending parole hearings , no release
Why do they put on these sham hearings?
Star had wanted to marry , she loved me!
Even if she wanted to use lonely me
At least I was well taken care of
Don't they all want to use me!
My so called blood relatives .
I felt omnipotent when I ordered
The killings
Like a God lifting a finger was enough
Now there is nothing except
The pains
Of cancer and unrelenting ,
Loneliness


                                           © Lalarukh Lasharie